It's been years and I still hold a tenacious grip.

my heart is full of passion and i will only pursue that in music. i've lost faith in humanity.
i'll fly freely. no more of this.

beyond the veil

i ponder

on impulse on impulse

is what i lack

lust

i

truly

desire

artificial intelligence

lost in oblivion

silly me, again.

keep playing this broken record. my sanctuary.

next time i will be careful what i wish for.

shooting stars are so beautiful though.

worship this heart, insensitive
words never spoken
shattered my perception
please I beg you
slowly decomposing
the damage is done
thank you


the sweetest kiss never tasted so sour

goodbye


yours truly.

my heart is slowly decomposing.

when you make that face its perfect.
hold me so tight that my ribs break so i can die in your arms.
I've felt this way before and I've said all of these words.
hold me to your chest because i need your heartbeat since i cant look into your eyes.
i don't deserve to anyway. and i know honesty is your weakness and you know affection is mine.
neither of us have healed from past hurts i can see it on your face and you can hear it in my voice all i have this broken heart to offer you so take its yours.

its been broken beyond more breaking so i could really use someone to rebuild.